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| Friday, December 8th, 2006 | | 10:01 pm |
| | Wednesday, November 22nd, 2006 | | 10:37 pm |
So apparently there's a bug going around because my cell phone isn't working too. not really... What happened was I was at my staff meeting on monday baking a cake for my french class (my project was on marie antionette) and I dropped my cell phone on the floor. The battery came off and I just thought all I needed to do was put the battery back on and everything would be ok. I was mistaken because i put the battery on and lights on my buttons came on but screen was black. Also discovered that I have no sound. Luckily, I took it to the Verizon and going to replace my phone on friday. That's it... Have a Wonderful Thanksgiving Everyone!!!! | | Saturday, March 11th, 2006 | | 11:45 pm |
Camden part deux
I can't not describe how I feel right. Camden was AMAZING! I felt so at home with the people I worked all week where it was helping a first grader count by using coins, filling up pillets of food for different churches, knocking down walls in an abandon house, sitting and talking with a homeless man named roy about scary movies, or playing bingo with recoving addicts. This was the most physically and emotionally draining week of my life and I loved every minute of it. I have been changed by the all the people that I met this week and have new understanding of the poorest of poor. I am just so glad that went. Thank you Chris, Meghan, Marty, Mary and Sr. Ruth for making this week so much better then I ever could have dreamed. Current Mood:  rejuvenated | | Saturday, March 4th, 2006 | | 5:24 pm |
Camden
Tomorrow we go to Camden to for the service trip and i'm so nervous I don't know why. We had prayer service yesterday that's when the butterflies started. Elaine said that we would all be thinking at some point "What have gotten myself into?". And then I really started thinking about what am I getting myself into. Don't me wrong I want to go and very excited but i'm still nervous. I hope that do well and I don't cry every 5 seconds. I think part of it is that I don't know what I will doing while there. It's not it's not well planned it's that what we do is based on lottery system you won't doing the same thing everyday. Also, I hope that don't try too hard, because I am known for doing that. I just pray to open to for what will happen this week. I know when I come back that will I be changed, I just have to be open to whatever that change is. Current Mood:  nervous | | Tuesday, February 21st, 2006 | | 11:46 pm |
It's just a survey kind of night...
the Peacemaker
Test finished! | you chose BX - your Enneagram type is NINE.
"I am at peace"
Peacemakers are receptive, good-natured, and supportive. They seek union
with others and the world around them.
How to Get Along with Me
- If you want me to do something, how you ask is important. I especially
don't like expectations or pressure.
- I like to listen and to be of service, but don't take advatage of this.
- Listen until I finish speaking, even though I meander a bit.
- Give me time to finish things and make decisions. It's OK to nudge
me gently and nonjudgmentally.
- Ask me questions to help me get clear.
- Tell me when you like how I look. I'm not averse to flattery.
- Hug me, show physical affection. It opens me up to my feelings.
- I like a good discussion but not a confrontation.
- Let me know you like what I've done or said.
- Laugh with me and share in my enjoyment of life.
What I Like About Being a Nine
- being nonjudgmental and accepting
- caring for and being concerned about others
- being able to relax and have a good time
- knowing that most people enjoy my company; I'm easy to be around
- my ability to see many different sides of an issue and to be a good
mediator and facilitator
- my heightened awareness of sensations, aesthetics, and the here and
now
- being able to go with the flow and feel one with the universe
What's Hard About Being a Nine
- being judged and misunderstood for being placid and/or indecisive
- being critical of myself for lacking initiative and discipline
- being too sensitive to criticism; taking every raised eyebrow and twitch
of the mouth personally
- being confused about what I really want
- caring too much about what others will think of me
- not being listened to or taken seriously
Nines as Children Often
- feel ignored and that their wants, opinions, and feelings are unimportant
- tune out a lot, especially when others argue
- are "good" children: deny anger or keep it to themselves
Nines as Parents
- are supportive, kind, and warm
- are sometimes overly permissive or nondirective
Renee Baron & Elizabeth Wagele
The Enneagram Made Easy
Discover the 9 Types of People
HarperSanFrancisco, 1994, 161 pages
You are not completely happy with the result?!
You chose BX
Would you rather have chosen:
- AX (SEVEN)
- CX (TWO)
- BY (FOUR)
- BZ (FIVE)
|  | My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: | You scored higher than 25% on ABC | | You scored higher than 31% on XYZ |
| Current Mood:  good | | 11:19 pm |
| | Sunday, January 1st, 2006 | | 3:16 pm |
Update!!!
So it is time for me to update on what's been going on during this break... Of course I have been working at the theater, which includes working Christmas Day 4-C. It was not as bad as last Christmas but still busy. My neighbors like to listen to music through the day. I would not care about this if it was not so loud. Sometimes I don't mind the music they listen to and enjoy listening the occasual Boyz II Men or Stevie Wonder. Here's what I do mind when I am taking a nap in the afternoon in my room to be woken up to "Put in your Mouth". I'm sure the you can figure out what she is asking the guy to put in her mouth. For those who have never heard the song here are the lyrics http://www.anysonglyrics.com/lyrics/a/akinyele/putitinyourmouth.htmso you can image the rude awaking. Along with that my aunt came for Chirstmas. I had not seen here in about awhile but we stayed in contact with each other, talking to her during the holidays, birthdays, etc. I was very excited about seeing here until she got here. I frist saw her they day after the accident when my mom came to pick me up from the bus station. Well, we get home and while my mom is in the bathroom she says to me in low voice "Your mom told me that you problems with you weight" mind you at the time I was not at all ready talk about with her and it took me awhile get over the fact that my mom had talk to her about my "weight problems". So I tried to just get over it and move on. Everytime I did she would say something eles. Like "Toni maybe you should put some makeup on", "I think that Toni's boobs are to small for her" or "Toni you should do something with your hair". If all of this was not bad enough the night before she left she says to me "Toni I think that you should go on one of those make-over shows". I was already feeling bad enough and that through me over the edge and as calmly as I could I told that that I liked myself the way that I am and went up stairs. So the next day she is getting ready to leave to my joy. She brought with her a container full of clothes that we were supposed to look at and see if we wanted. Luckly everything too big or long for me. When I think we're almost done my mom pulls out a black velour dress, like the kind just about every girls wears for Christmas at some point. Then my aunt goes "this something I thought Toni might like" and of course to my dismay it was in my size. In my head I'm screaming "No I don't want your velour dress because then I'll really need to go on make-over show". Anyway, it ended up my mom saw what I saw and we both convinced her that it was too long. So needness to say I was happy that she left. I know that she was just trying to help and be nice. *sigh* Other then that work as been keeping my busy. I worked last night and I was so happy that it was dead. Vaughn, Kelli and I hung out in Box Office and joke around the whole night. It was good times. This is more to tell my i'm going to go eat. Love ya, Toni Current Mood:  hungry | | Friday, December 16th, 2005 | | 7:56 pm |
Something to do
 Dear Santa...
Dear Santa,
This year I've been busy!
In March ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=91.6) mandymandy11 and I donated clothes to the needy (11 points). In June I ate my brussel sprouts (1 points). Last Friday I didn't flush (-1 points). In January I gave mizonica22 a kidney (1000 points). Last Monday I gave cellogoddess13 a Dutch Oven (-10 points).
Overall, I've been nice (1001 points). For Christmas I deserve a Lego set!
Sincerely,
Smilely07 |
| | Tuesday, December 13th, 2005 | | 4:12 pm |
Finals should die in a fire. End of story. Current Mood:  working | | Wednesday, November 2nd, 2005 | | 10:18 am |
This is fun
Go to the Google search engine, type in your name and put "needs" after it. (Ex: "John needs") Make sure that it's in quotes though! It might actually be funny. In fact, don't post it unless it's funny. 76) I just realized that we haven't met Brian's needs yet. 78) Lauren needs someone to take the pressure off of her 79) "Amanda needs a mom in her corner with lots of time and attention to give to her" 80) "TONI NEEDS LEGS" it's so true because i'm short : ) Current Mood:  bouncy | | Thursday, October 6th, 2005 | | 8:42 pm |
If you read this, even if we do not speak often, comment with one memory of me.
It can be anything you want, good or bad, just as long as it happened.
Then post this on your livejournal to see what other people remember about you. Current Mood:  silly | | Monday, September 19th, 2005 | | 11:20 pm |
Reply with your name and 1. I'll respond with something random about you. 2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you. 3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in. 4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me. 5. I'll tell you my first memory of you. 6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of. 7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you. 8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written. Current Mood: peaceful | | Thursday, September 15th, 2005 | | 7:12 pm |
So on Tuesday September 13 at around 6pm I got
my first tattoo!!! Complete with me
almost psyching myself out of it the night before and that day of. I was very nerous because the whole this is
perment thing and was thinking about if want something is perment on my
body. But I decided that is what i
wanted and am very happy that i did it.
Just so that all of you guys i did not cry or passout. Which is long way a ways from me running
around the doctors office trying not to get a shot, when i was younger. To answer the question that everyone has
asked me about it, yes i did hurt but not at bad as thought it would. The moments that i was squeezing meaghan's
hand so hard the i could not feel my own.
Would do it again...i'm thinking no because don't want any thing else on
my body and sometimes less is more. So
for those of you have seen it here is a picture of my tattoo...
sorry about my last entry...but got the picture this time : )
| | Friday, August 26th, 2005 | | 5:32 pm |
Movies
if you've seen more than 70, you're a movie junkie. (1) Rocky Horror Picture show (2) Grease (3) Pirates of the Caribbean (4) Boondock Saints (5) The Mexican () Fight Club () Starsky and Hutch (orig) (6) Neverending Story () Blazing Saddles (7) Airplane (8) The Princess Bride (9) Young Frankenstien (10) AnchorMan: The Legend of Ron Burgandy (11) Napoleon Dynamite (12) Saw () White Noise ()White Oleander (13) Anger Management (14) 50 First Dates () Jason X (15) Scream (16) Scream 2 (17) Scream 3 () Scary Movie (18) Scary Movie 2 () Scary Movie 3 (19) American Pie (20) American Pie 2 (21) American Wedding (22) Harry Potter (23) Harry Potter 2 (24) Harry Potter 3 () Resident Evil I () Resident Evil 2 (25) The Wedding Singer (26) Little Black Book (27) The Village (28)Donnie Darko () Lilo & Stitch (29) Finding Nemo () Finding Neverland (30) 13 Ghosts (31) Signs (32) The Grinch (33) Texas Chainsaw Massacre () White Chicks (34) Butterfly Effect (35) Thirteen going on 30 (36) I, Robot (37) Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story () Universal Soldier (38)Series Of Unfortunate Events () Along Came A Spider () Deep impact () KingPin (39) Never Been Kissed (40) Meet The Parents (41) Meet the Fockers () Eight Crazy Nights () A Cinderella Story (42) The Terminal (43) The Lizzie McGuire Movie () Passport to Paris (44) Dumb & Dumber () Dumb & Dumberer () Final Destination () Final Destination 2 (45) Halloween (46) The Ring (47) The Ring 2 (48) Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle (49) Practical Magic (50) Chicago () Ghost Ship () From Hell () Hellboy (51) Secret Window () I Am Sam () The Whole Nine Yards () The whole TEN yards (52) The Day After Tomorrow (53) Child's Play () Bride of Chucky (54) Ten Things I Hate About You (55?) Just Married (56) Gothika () Nightmare on Elm Street (57) Sixteen Candles () Coach Carter (58) Bad Boys (59) Bad Boys 2 () Joy Ride (60) Seven (61) Oceans Eleven (62) Oceans Twelve () Identity () Lone Star (63) Bedazzled () Predator I () Predator II () Independence Day () Cujo () A Bronx Tale () Darkness Falls () Christine (64) ET () Children of the Corn () My boss' daughter () Maid in Manhattan () Frailty () Best Bet (65) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days (66) She's All That () Calendar Girls () Sideways () Mars Attacks () Event Horizon (67) Ever After (68) Forrest Gump () Big Trouble in Little China (69) X-men (70) X-2: X-Men United () Jeepers Creepers () Jeepers Creepers 2 (71) Catch Me If You Can () The Others (72) the original Freaky Friday () Reign of Fire (73) Cruel Intentions () The Hot Chick () Swimfan () Miracle (74) Old School () Ray (75) The Notebook () K-Pax (76) Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring (77) Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers (78) Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King (79) A Walk to Remember () Boogeyman (80) Hitch ()The Fifth Element (81) Star Wars episode I The Phantom Menace (82) Star Wars episode II Attack of The Clones (83) Star Wars episode III Revenge of The Sith (84) Star Wars episode IV A New Hope (85) Star Wars episode V The Empire Strikes Back (86) Star Wars episode VI Return of The Jedi... (87) Troop Beverly Hills () Swimming with Sharks () Air Force One () For Richer or Poorer () Trainspotting () People Under the Stairs () Blue Velvet (88) Sound of Music (89) Parent Trap 1 () Parent Trap 2 () Meet Joe Black (90) Billy Madison (91) Mr. Deeds (92) Waterboy () The Burbs (93) The Terminator (94) Empire Records () SLC Punk () American History X () Clerks (95) Ice Age () Be Cool () Get Shorty ok, that's alot of movies...how many have you seen and yes that means you. Current Mood:  cheerful | | Wednesday, July 6th, 2005 | | 8:46 pm |
wow. it's been such a long time since i've been on a computer. i feel so out of touch with everyone. lately i've been working quite a bit...this my day off in eight days. needless to say it really was not a day because doing stuff all day long with in included getting in a fight with a custmer lady with sallie mae...my loan stuff in finally worked out after 3 failed attempts to send them my promissory note in the mail. anyway i'm about to see madagascar...don't judge...i'll try and update later. love ya Current Mood:  grateful | | Monday, June 27th, 2005 | | 9:11 pm |
| Smilely07 is happy. | | You're a rosy-cheeked ray of f'ing sunshine 24/7. I bet you smile a lot and little things don't get you down. Must be nice. Fuchsia's definitely your color. | | brought to you by interim32. wanna know your lj's moodring color? enter your user name and hit the button. (discussion thread) | No true statement has been made...guess what people we've a new place and i think i'm really going to like it...moving in starts July 1! Current Mood:  happy | | Tuesday, May 31st, 2005 | | 11:27 pm |
So it is time for well over do update and also i fear that monica will yell at me if i don't, because she always does. :) so i as some of you know i got a promotion at work i am a supervisor, which comes with a raise and a new uniform (the thing i'm most excited about). i've been busy busy with work. we've been pretty busy with stars wars opening and all. we had 3 theaters for the the midnight show and all them sold out. so in other words 850 people all come to the theater all at the same time. it was alittle crazy and really busy, but all and all the crowd was nice. in other news, last thurday last was possibly one of the weirdest nights ever. my mom and i had just gotten back for my older sister's grad. school graduation from john hopkins (with a 4.0) at about 2 am. i decide for some reason to watch some tv before going to bed. well being that i was sooo tried i ended falling asleep down stairs. i awoke for to my dog barking like crazy at the door. then i realized that someone was at the door knocking on it!!!! got up and looked out the window and saw a man there. he asked me if he could use the phone because he running from a accident or someone, i don't remember because i still half-asleep. so ran upstairs to my mom and tell her what happened. she then comes downstairs and he was gone. as she was about to go back up stairs he comes back and asks to use the phone again my mom then tells him no and she goes away. i then check to make sure all the doors were locked and went up stairs. i did not sleep most of night because i keep thinking things over and over and wandering what was really going on. some of you might say why didn't let him use the the phone. the thing is there were only two females in the house and to have to strange man come in is a really dumb move, because we don't know what he could have done to us. when i think about it now, i guess what we could have done was told him that we would call 911 while he stayed outside. i kinda wish that we would have thought about that but, we were both so tried that i guess we weren't thinking straight. when i looked in that man's eyes he looked scared but scared of what? if was running for someone it would not have good for us to let him in because would led who ever was after him to our house which would have put us in danger. but what if he was running for a accident then the means that we could someone that was hurt. the idea of not knowing it killing me. i hate that idea of not being able to help. but it was smart of us not to let him so i guess we made the right the decision. right?!? so i've decided that should write a book with all the crazy things that happen to me. i can't ever say that my life is not interesting. really my life has been full weird, scary and crazy things and to be honest i would not change a moment of it. everyday is learning experience, it just sometimes to have to look hard to find the lessons that are to be learned. fact of day thanks to a snapple cap "Video Killed the Radio Star" was the music video played on MTV, ironic isn't it? i knew that did you? well i'm done for tonight... love ya Current Mood:  thoughtful | | Saturday, May 14th, 2005 | | 1:22 pm |
Quick Update
This is for you monica This is going be quick because i'm in Philly on my sisters laptop. Well, the theater just go inspected on wednesday. on monday and tuesday i was doing cleaning, painting, etc. before we opened for the day. one of my activies was removing all the gum from the carpet in all the theaters and all the hallways. what you have to use is this spary the freezes the gum. you have to spary it on the gum for 20 to 30 seconds. the stuff is pretty cool because when the gum freeze you just crack it and it comes off. well, around the 4th theater i had inhaled way too much of the stuff becasue i started to going crazy and sings songs that i thought i was hearing. so yes people i got high for the first time. afterwards i had the worst headache ever. i'm just glad that one was around while i was high off of gum freezer. anyway the inspection went well. i actually worked last night. it was a not a good day. the computer froze on my twice and were yelling at me because it froze. also carding was for house of wax was crazy. parents were yelling at me to let there children in see the movie. when our policy is that you have 17 or older to see a rated R movie and if not you must be with a someone who is 21 years or older. i really don't like yelling at adults be it comes with the job. really there is a reason why it is rated R and you 11 year olds should not be seeing that and if going let them see it just wait until it comes out on dvd and buy for them or rent for 2.99 at blockbuster. ok i'm done for now, there's more to come later love ya Current Mood: hopeful | | Friday, April 22nd, 2005 | | 7:56 pm |
Stolen from Renee..
Reply with your name and I'll tell you something I adore about you. Afterwards, copy and paste this into your own journal. Current Mood:  sleepy | | Wednesday, April 6th, 2005 | | 1:34 pm |
WHAT?!?
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